Bahasa Melayu vs Bahasa Inggeris. hmmmph!

can't sleep last night. and i hate it sebab pagi dah 0645am pun i masih tak bangun bangun padahal baju tak gosok lagi. tapi luckily masa punch ada lagi 3 minutes before the list will get red highlight.

so today i went to 5 AHM rasa lethargic sangat. dah la tak sempat nak photocopy sample essay tp takpelah. 5 AHM is one good class. masuk kelas je alamak.... mana semua marker pen yang baru i beli haritu? nape tinggal 1 je? sengal argh. hmmph hmmph hmmph... takpe takpe hidup mesti diteruskan.

my routine will always be - meja kena clear 1 benda apah pun takleh ade. tapi nape ntah today God must have some plan to play with my boiling point. tiba-tiba i nampak some girls somewhere at the corner and back of the class tengah buat maths. woi! hmmph hmmph hmmph... sabar cikgu sabar... so dari plan nak suh budak buat essay on their own i terus divert plan kepada main quiz sapa tak dapat jawab satu kelas kena denda haaa padan muka hangpa!

and mmg padan muka because some cannot answer my questions. even simple question pun tak dapat paham mmg menyirap je i rasa... so all peeps in the class kena berkerjasama to write a flawless descriptive essay on the whiteboard. dah la marker pen i ade satu je masak lah korang. ada yang tulis sebesar semut api *better than sebesar kutu khinzir. sambil diaorg dok berkerjasama cengkononnye tu i was observing. hmm. nothing change. i see the similar situation i used to see on the year 1999 by that time i was form 1 in MRSM PDRM Kulim. memang tak berubah. so i wonder camnelah nak berubah mentality and performances when it comes to English?

first. hanya orang yang terror BI je yang dok sebok bukak kamus cari perkataan and betulkan grammar kawan kawan diaorg. yang low scorer tu duduk and tengok je. do nothing. woi bajet pandai laa macha! last time when i was a teenager; boys used to hate me tapi bila masa BI i jadi limelight sebab i akan bukak kamus and tolong my friends buat essay or any exercise yang teacher Mard suruh buat... and yes i mmg tolong diaorg. that's the cycle of the world - yang ada keupayaan sepatutnya dimanipulasikan ke tahap maksima. tapi in reality those people are not manipulated well enough. but they keep on doing things that can make themselves better walaupun diaorg sebenarnya dah baik enough.

second. these malaysian second speaker terlalu terbawak-bawak ngan lenggok BM. well some might think that we should think in English therefore we can write good English. however kalau you are still incompetent; thinking in Malay and translate your idea to English is also acceptable. but make sure your sentence is correct so that people can understand your message. the problem with students yang jenis translate ni adalah diaorg mmg pikir dalam BM pastu compute dalam kepala otak diaorang ayat BM yang berpusing berbunga dan berkias kias kononnya nak buat ayat yang sedap la. but at last otak stuck sebab tak tau nak translate perkataan BM tu kepada English. if they know that bombastic word pun tak guna kalau buat direct translation sebab direct translation akan menyebabkan sentence itu jadi tak betul. tu lah masalah with this second language ni.

aisehman it seems to me that today supposed to be such a breezy free day. tapi nape semua orang cari aku ni? halp!