confession a workaholic in mood-swine (sengaja dieja begini.)

mood swine is worst than mood swing. google the meaning of swine. combined. memang oink oink!

I tried soo dang hard to be positive. BUT I SERIOUSLY CAN'T tonight.

I am full of negativity - anger, sadness, rage, hatred, yada yada yada. semua -VE!

I was having such a long, tiring day. started with being late to work. then a meeting of "I-don't-know-whatthahell" content. class class class. ended up eating lunch at 4.15pm. class some more. PBS editing, SMM bla bla bla. I don't even smile. and didn't even checked on my phone! well that was weird. 4 years of career I survived being alone with my earpiece and phone. today it was all about work. and I was so tired. knocked out, I went home with only 15% energy left.

I wish world would leave me alone with my jobs. just me and my jobs. because that was me when i was having so many things to handle. no talking. no gossiping, not even snacking, facebooking instagramming. just cursing, music and working.

all work but no play makes Jack a dull boy. but if you play while working, no time to finish work, liao! then have to bring home and had no time playing with family. that was duller! so no play when working. finish it or at least half of it and go home and relax. play and have fun.

because the fun of a job is when you accomplish something. if you play, you can't finish a thing! no fun.

i wish people know that i am kind of serious when i am working.

i wish.

sometimes i got frustrated when people don't. but i just CANNOT please everything and every people around me. because i just CANNOT. even Michael Jackson and John Lennon can't. so, why should i be frustrated? ok now i am happy because that is just a piece of shit i was worried about! forget it.

i am in such a worst mood swing. i wish doctors could give me mc for this "condition"

ok ntah hape2 membebelnye. nk tido ah. i just need more rest to look fab. at least i feel good about myself when the world is not.

night.