What listening gives you.

If i were asked; which one is better? Teaching lower secondary or upper secondary. Definitely upper secondary.

It is not that i hate kids. It is just sometimes i wish i had the patience. I wish i had the "child" side in me. But seems i found it is hard to retrieve all those traits i need to deal with these "newly upcoming" teenagers.

I was famous as a teacher who told live stories; mine and others to my class. Not to brag or to expose my live to others. All for the sake of experience sharing.

3 years of service, 26 years of living. I had lots to share. I had some students who love my stories. Eagerly listening and enjoying the session. I can feel it. But i had some who aren't. But fuck it i don't care bout those rubbish. Take it or leave it. How i miss my English teacher telling me all those stories about life and friendship. It is fun to hear about others. Rather than sit and do grammar and exam question. Give it a break dude!

But kids, they refused to listen. All that matters is what they have in their mind and what their friends told them. That is what happening - i was talking in front and they were talking at the back. Don't tell me if you don't read newspaper and wikipedia, you can think about thr path you can go after SPM.

I still remember telling kids bout my weight when i was 13. I amazed a lot of people before. But when i told those kids, they became so indifferent. Even if i told to the good class. Such a boring audience. But they got excited when their friends talked to them. As if the teacher had never been 13 before. Excuse me, if you were talking bout your crush, i had thousands of them. Read somewhere-budak cakap cikgu tak tau pasal crush la, puppy love bagai. Fuck it! Aku bukan cikgu zaman Jepun. In fact, i can talk about punk music better than your boyfie. Just i am not so into rempit language. Sorry la. Retarded sangat for me.

Tak kisah la if you want to ignore and stay ignorant. Listening won't make you cleaver. Just make you knowledgable. And being knowledgable is not important forr you and your peer. Poor you. Dengar la lagu Saleem dan teruskanlah dibuai jiwa. Kbye!