cinta berok

today's topic - CINTA. 

if i were about to tell you my love story, it all started when i was 19 years old. my first love, to a matriculation peer (bukan masa sekolah ya), bersemangatnye masa tu. first time couple. and first time i learned to go to cinema. terok-terok. masa putus tu i didn't eat for 3 days, masuk ward segala. terok gile.. but in the end i am now married and expecting child and he just got married to a lady last week.

i don't know how monkey sounds. but if it's puppy love, the love should sound "woof woof" alamak... spoil.

puppy love, monkey love, pig love or whatso ever that they call; perlu ke semua ni? i've lived for 25 years and i tried to recall my memory, rasanya takde lah yang kawin ngan puppy love dia. at the end dia tak kawin kawin or kawin ngan somebody who never had any connections with his/her childhood ATAU somebody yang takkan pernah kita terpikir pun akan jadi pasangan orang tu. so i can say that puppy love is somekind of a bullshit jugak la. so pada orang yang tak hot and had no puppy love masa sekolah, don't feel sad or anything. tak rugi pape tak untung pape pun. 

eww to people yang bercinta terok terok masa sekolah ni. come on lah. there's so many things to be done during your teenage years. if you think that if you didn't have your pakwe or makwe during your teenage years means you are not hot or you're ugly or stupid or anything - that is so damn narrow minded. zaman ni bukan macam zaman my maktok where you have to find your spouse when you turned 16. depa dulu yelah, terus kawin umo 18 dah dapat anak sulung. and you? PMR pun tak lepas tapi dah terok terok bercinta. eww sangat. 

i am not against the idea of love actually. well i know some girls and boys developed their hormone gatal lebih aktif berbanding normal so what can we do kan. depends. but what matters most is what you do and potray during the period of being higher in love. 

bila dah hangat dalam cinta mesti nak jumpa. tapi mestikah jumpa di sekolah? dating dalam kelas dan di celah-celah rak buku kat library or kat pintu kelas? simpan lah hasrat hati tu bawak balik dan dating puas puas kat padang polo or midvalley or genting highlands. bila dah hangat bercinta mesti rindu. bila rindu mesti nak sms. so bawak hp ke sekolah, dengan alasan ni guna nak contact mak bapak. sedangkan you misscall your mak bapak and mak bapak call you balik and the rest of the credit you guna nak sms or call balak or awek you. padahal dah tau peraturan sekolah dilarang bawak hp tapi bawak jugak. that is what i called bercinta tapi menyusahkan orang. siapa susah? warden la. nak spotcheck lah. nak rampas lah. nak simpan lagi harta meredak hampa tu. ingat senang nak jadi warden. that is why i could never be a warden. salute lah kat warden-warden sedia ada ni. 

bila dah hangat bercinta, apa jadi pada pasangan you, you bertanggungjawab (eww macam dah kawin plak kan. geli) misalnya kalau la awek you nak balik kampung, you kena hantar kalau tak nanti ade mamat lain ngorat kat tengah jalan. kalau balak you kena marah ngan cikgu addmath pasal tak buat homework, you pun kena anti cikgu tu pasal dia cikgu poyo marah balak you. what the hell semua ni? macam sial la woi. kalau nak betul-betul tunjuk responsibility, tunjukkan pada diri sendiri dulu. score 8A in PMR, 9A+ in SPM pastu shake tangan tok kadi and amik responsibility tu secara sah and halal. baru jantan, dol... 

i found out that some old sayings were true. misalnya, kalau ada sesuatu tu jangan tunjuk sangat. nanti hilang. kids nowadays megah la tunjuk cinta and sayang, jaja kat fb, youtube, myspace and tepi jalan. murahannye. kalau dok ilysm sangat pastu dapat kawin ngan orang yang sama takpe gak. but we'll never know what future has for us. perasaan yang ada simpan-simpan la sikit. and show the feels and passion on a right place and medium. kalau dok terok terok sangat, kalau tak jadi, orang simpati sikit je. or else orang akan cakap "tu lah bercinta teruk sangat padan muka" 

for me, bercinta lah tak salah. but make it look moderate sudah la. simpan all the sweetness and excitement for your marriage. bila you kawin, and this is the first time you bercinta terok terok, sumpah, sweet sangat. but when you already have the feel and you have to feel it again for another guy, tak sama macam yang kali pertama. and as a human, we'll tend to compare. and it is not a good thing to do. habiskanlah masa sekolah dengan kawan-kawan. jadilah seorang remaja yang menikmati kebebasan. teenage and childhood should be spent with friends. when the right time comes; your life should be spent with a girl/boyfriend. when the time hits; masa yang mewajibkan you untuk berkahwin, then get a husband or a wife. zaman persekolahan bukan zaman mencari pasangan. you know a bunch of people, but you'll never know. dicelah-celah orang-orang itu mungkin terselit jodoh you. but, you can never catch someone and say "ni lah jodoh aku" while you're still 14 years old. funny lah, rasa nak pelempang pun ade gak.  

suka hati you all lah kan. if nak bukti that what i said wasn't a rubbish, make a poll to a bunch of married couples. berapa ramai yang kawin ngan puppy love diaorg? hahaha. i don't eat too much salt, but i know people who disagree with me now eat lesser salt than me. and one day they will write the same thing like this. i am speaking of experience, bukan nak taji siapa-siapa. tapi sapa makan asam dia rasa masam. bye!