beloggers dan veeloggers dan publisiti - my thoughts.

gosh loser gile blog ni. sorry peeps i rase nak tulis in malay pulak. been talking too much english with students and hubby today. i felt so Malay la till i asked my students to give meaning of words in malay je harini.

i have to admit i memang dah takde passion nak blogging hari2 mcm tahun2 lepas. ntah la nape. maybe because i am married with loads of works to do. (ceh pdhal hari2 lepak je depan tv) the truth is i have no more ideas kot. mcm dulu i was very free when it comes to speaking. nak komen or carut tu mmg a my cup of tea lah. besides perhaps i rasa my life takdelah interesting sangat. sapa nak baca pun. then lagi i kan PENJAWAT AWAM yang pernah dapat warning i have to bear in mind that i am a PENJAWAT AWAM. so ok lah terimalah seadanya. simpan jelah thoughts semua buat pekasam dalam otak dan hati.

previously i dok dengar kisah cik epal sorang blogger yg hot in the market. ape kes ntah yang i bleh bertembung ngan dia ni lupa lah. rasa mcm masa dok blogshop kot. ape kes ntah but sumpah i tak ingat. so i pun baca lah blog cik epal yg faymes (spelling org zaman sekarang. eww..) tu tapi ntah la. besides that she looks cute and got HUGE numbers of followers sampaikan artis pun baca blog dia; there's nothing interesting about it kot. *aiseh sorry. real me mmg camni. frank-ie. citer kisah dia and the world of blogging and cute hijabis and trends but maybe menarik pada mata org. her language is plain in my eyes. so takpelah dia famous pun because every people share different views about something kan. 

lupakan lupakan. my life evolved too much bout health and my pregnancy lately. so takde mood pun nak fb-ing. apa lagi nak blog. *double loser woot woot. sampailah satu hari ni i rasa a bit healthy then i pun dah back to my normal life of facebook; tetiba teringin nak pakai tudung lilit2 mcm dulu. rindu pulak. so i pun bukak youtube for some inspiration camne nak lilit. yelah otak baru pulih nak invent lilitan sendiri pun dah tak mampu. then i ternampak 1 vid ni. ape ntah nama dia." ... something something inspired by maria elena." who the heck pulak maria elena ni? dulu hana tajima pastu maria elena pulak. i pun googled her. oh how old school i am she was so famous online! kalau hana tajima famous with mysaa.com; this girl pulak jadi famous dengan peliks.blogspot. usha punya usha minah ni pun ade vlogging gak kat youtube. and nah! dia ni rupanya minah yang i tengok dulu. video dia pakai baju rolling stones pastu pakai nail polish. omai omai bimbo gile dia ni i pikir masa 1st time i tgk dia buat tutorial mcm mana nk pakai shawl. not because she's speaking english with that weird style tapi ntah la. seriously indescribable. attitude kot. cuma i salute la the vloggers cam dia ni. org confident je leh wat video camtu with that kind of presentation. so pas i tgk video tu i was like whatever~ malas amik port.

so then i pun baca lah blog dia peliks tu. kind of menarik gak. sbb even she sounds sooooo bimbo; the way she present her thoughts was kinda good gak. ntah la. menarik. very carefree takde control ayu sgt. reminds me of my previous blog yang dah demolished sebab i ni PENJAWAT AWAM *pfft! takpelah minah ni bukan PENJAWAT AWAM *thank God she might not have to lose her blog or else she might lost her job - like me.

but her bimboness tu dapat perhatian ramai gak. biasalah ade yg suka ada yg tak. mcm cikgushidadariparit  tu lah. ade yg humoured by her ade yg annoyed. same goes to maria elena ni. sometime i got annoyed gak *alamak tak baik. i'm pregnant kot! tapi as i said above i adore her for her confidence. gile lah. kalau takde guts mmg jangan mimpilah boleh buat camtu. kalau takde muka setebal kamus oxford and buku medic lala memang tak mampu kot. some people enjoyed her well but some treated her with harsh comments tak terkecuali yang menasihatkan. well taknaklah komen pape. komen korang thoughts korang korang punya hak. cuma i got amused la bila baca komen2 ni. macam macam.

kalau dulu i kawan ngan geng penari tradisional; geng pompuan cantik; geng geek; mat rock; punkers; atheist and free thinkers; golongan ayu; pelepak tegar; geng dakwah; macam-macam punya orang tapi sekarang i can see more variety la since these people like maria elena and cikgushida ni wujud. not just them; tapi orang yang sokong diaorang tak kurang jugak ngan orang yang against diaorang. doonia doonia...

aiseh aiseh sebab tak mandi idea tetiba hilang. maybe i should write more. dok blabber kat budak - practise writing. practise writing tapi aku tak buat. ntah hape hape. baby lapar ni. nak masak. babai.