good good honey

marrying a navy. he'll left me for sea. and this song made me cry each time he sails.

baik-baik, tuan. remember me always. :)

monologue

do you want to mark spm or pmr paper?

no thanks.

but why?

i need to do something else.

what? you can do it while marking? no stress.

but i need to concentrate. i need focus! i just can't. i'm not ready.

what? for what? what are you gonna do? hey, don't you want experience? 

i REALLY want it. but i can't. i need to focus.

ON WHAT you moron?

on making baby you idiot.

ouh.

...

...

you and me...

A : brape hantaran?
B : .......................... je.
A : banyaknye! tak mampu saya...
B : sebab tu lah saya tak boleh kawin ngan awak.hantaran saya mintak mahal.
A : apa pulak? saya nak bagi kat awak kereta inspira sebiji sebagai hantaran.
B : ouh. dah terlambat. lagipun saya sayang viva saya, jimat minyak. inspira maintenance tinggi.

:)

bieber (and) zzzzZZ

what a day? the radio is full of justin bieber and i was like ohhh bosan!  oh, bieber's in town, but 

and i was so sleepy as a hungry dog needs a bone. but i learned something today.

i HAVE to attend a program at PPD. at first i was thinking of passing the baton to kak harfidah but... no no no, i can't do that. responsibility conquers. poyo je. yes, i was sleepy. from 5 am when i was driving back from ipoh i was already felt that. perhaps i could go back earlier and sleep at home, but it turned out different. i was too happy with my job, that i left school at 1 pm, in which i have to start driving to teluk intan at 1.15 pm. ok, no sleeping. thanks to red bull and eclipse. throughout the course i was grumbling inside. wtfish is this program? is it important like whatever? the intro of the course, and i was like :

 

my cikgu is mdm cleome. she's nice. but i am sleepy. really sleepy. i force myself not to sleep, and all i can hear and see is 

crazy. but i managed to get some few tips and most important - her phone number. yeeha. eh, it is not like i want to sms her and get to know her well. she might be useful for teknik menjawab soalan PMR later. hehe. 

but moral of this story is not that one. i learned to feel what my student feel when they were sleepy and i forced them not to sleep. hm... they must hate me that time and as just now, all that comes form my mouth will be like bla bla bla, even though my voice hurts their ears. hm... but i think i did something fair by saying "i allow you to sleep once you finished my job." hm... mutual symbiosis.

am i a good teacher? i'll be one, a better one.

Azren & Roshida

As the flower blooms and petals unfold,
we're soon to say "to have and to hold".
We've made the plans and can hardly wait.
Our wedding is near and here is the date!
We're getting married on
29th May 2011

spread the love.

APRIL IS FOOL

i hate April.

April is a busy month.

and i hate it.

i hate you April.

HATE!

cemerlang

erkkk.. what a LONGGGGG hiatus. i'm busy. i swear i am busy like whatever! urgh.

i just came back from a meeting. a meeting where i felt like an ant surrounded by elephant. meeting for the penggubal item for sbp trial exams. phiew. ALL of them are experienced teacher, even the head panel's PA is much more experienced than me. uh duh! but still i made myself a steel and try to stay cool, with one goal i bear in mind - to learn.

i keep on looking at the head panel. kak bi. she is the head of english language panel for Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman, Ipoh. at first i was quite upset because she rejected two of my question sets. but when i know her and assimilated myself to the way she's working, i adore her. she is very firm, but she's nice. i like her a lot. and i see how happy kak ju, kak mas, palin and fiza working for her. it seems like they love their job very much. and i? i keep on complaining and hate my job. muahaha...

i wish i could be like kak bi. impossible? i don't know. i keep on looking at her. i saw wrinkle. quite a lot. then i open up a mirror. my way to be a guru cemerlang like her is very far. far as if you choose to walk to Russia from Bagan Datoh.

today i keep myself busy. and i keep on thinking, is this what it takes to be a guru cemerlang? i think i can do that. i just need to love what i do.

jyeah. all the best Roshida Abu Bakar. be a good head panel. love you.