cemerlang

erkkk.. what a LONGGGGG hiatus. i'm busy. i swear i am busy like whatever! urgh.

i just came back from a meeting. a meeting where i felt like an ant surrounded by elephant. meeting for the penggubal item for sbp trial exams. phiew. ALL of them are experienced teacher, even the head panel's PA is much more experienced than me. uh duh! but still i made myself a steel and try to stay cool, with one goal i bear in mind - to learn.

i keep on looking at the head panel. kak bi. she is the head of english language panel for Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman, Ipoh. at first i was quite upset because she rejected two of my question sets. but when i know her and assimilated myself to the way she's working, i adore her. she is very firm, but she's nice. i like her a lot. and i see how happy kak ju, kak mas, palin and fiza working for her. it seems like they love their job very much. and i? i keep on complaining and hate my job. muahaha...

i wish i could be like kak bi. impossible? i don't know. i keep on looking at her. i saw wrinkle. quite a lot. then i open up a mirror. my way to be a guru cemerlang like her is very far. far as if you choose to walk to Russia from Bagan Datoh.

today i keep myself busy. and i keep on thinking, is this what it takes to be a guru cemerlang? i think i can do that. i just need to love what i do.

jyeah. all the best Roshida Abu Bakar. be a good head panel. love you.