Tomorrow i will be giving sort of a talk to a group of moderate students of my school. Excited? Erm, not so lah. First, simply because i don't know the students at all. Susah la, i can't tell what they are weak of, so it'll be hard for me to focus. Next, i can't expect their attitude. Part tu risau sikit. Paham paham jelah budak2 kalau dengan org yg diaorg tak kenal, how do they'll behave. *sigh. Be nice or i won't be one.
What comes to my mind was last year. When i was pregnant and nervously struggling to help those zlot boes' students. Almost everyday kids will knock my door to have extra class. Honestly i was tired. At times i just feel like saying no to them. But they were my 1st PMR batch. What if their results are bad? Seriously takut! so buat jugak. Gagahkan jugak. Who knows one day someone will help my children as how i help others.
Alhamdulillah. Their results were great. I am happy and proud. And perhaps that was my best achievement as a teacher of PMR, yelah since dah pindah i am no longer teaching exam classes and PMR is no more applied as public exam.
Rindu SABDA. I mean i rindu working with the people and the students. *sigh...
Ok fine. Win some lose some kan? Kbye!
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