we miss you

my family finally gave boboy and kiki up. officially now we don't have any pet. somehow, i sikit sedih bila our 'siblings with fur and paws' is no longer lingering around the house. tak dapat bayangkan perasaan mak yang bela diaorg dari kecil. yang basuh bontot and suapkan makanan. it must be had for her but she looked strong - except the fact that one night she cried because she missed boboy too much.

it all started one day when mak, abah and lala came back with a big storage box with two little kittens in it. i was like "what the hell? bukan kita semua tak suka kucing ke?" but when i looked into their innocent eyes, alamak... kesian la pulak. the owner let them go since dioarg anggap si kucing-kucing ni baka tak comel. so fine. bela jelah. 

it was 2010. gegirl at that time macam sakit. so mak asked me to bring them to the vet. i did, with lots of difficulties, and managed to do it. i saw how they poked a thermometer into gegirl's butthole. shit! sakit kot. i felt pity. and boboy was jabbed too. vaksin tahunan. and both of them demam lepas tu. i can't stand it. so disebabkan i yang duduk rumah, i have to help mak to take care of them. i had to punch some cortal, bancuh ngan air then guna syringe utk suapkan ubat tu dalam mulut diaorg. dan masa tu lah i fall completely in love to those cats.

gegirl hilang this year. everybody was sad because we know she must have died. macam mana nak survive? she can't even find her own food and bila nak makan, mak have to feed gegirl with her hands and she won't eat anything on the plate. but we healed our heart with a new replacement. kiki. bought from a pet shop. poor cat. dah terlalu lama dalam cage till she couldn't be normal for quite some times. but she adapted. and she became the sweetest cat on earth. young and carefree sampaikan lepas dia beranak pun dia tak tahu macam mana nak jaga anak. RIP jojo and no name.

mak started to develop rashes on her skin. and it got worst these few months sampaikan badan dia jadi mcm chicken pox. we went to a few specialist and they blame the cat. the fleas that bite mak came from the cat. then boboy started to change. bial dia dah dapat naluri kejantanan dia; he became very territorial, asik nak gaduh and nak mating. maybe dia ade awek kat luar, so he struggled to get out of the house everyday. semua orang rimas and risau. he changed and we don't like it. in fact, my baby is coming so mak has to keep this house clean from furs and lice and fleas. so i guess those are the starting point to help mak to make up her mind - that is to bid boboy and kiki goodbye.

now, it feels so empty without cats running around. there's no cats to cuddle. no more "boboy" and "kiki" to call. we really miss them.

boboy

kiki