people change. as how do status, responsibility and situation evolve. dulu aku pernah terasa perubahan pada kawan-kawan yang nak kawin. honestly i can't take it at first. in my heart i kept on saying "poyo betul lah. i wish i won't change like this."
who knows? God granted my destiny within a blink of eye. miracle. i met a guy and now i am counting days to marry him. and now, i can feel that i am no longer the previous Roshida. i became sober for quite a lot of things such as karaoke, scene and loitering. i can't believe i became like my friends whom i talked about before; staying at home doing household chores, scrubbing my bathroom, watching tv and worst of all; i spent a lot of time at school. even though my mouth spits a lot of sighing words, i felt good.
to those who felt bad about my changes, i am so sorry. i can no longer came down to your place hanging out with you guys like before. i can't no longer purchase any of your stuffs to support the scene. i can't no longer did crazy stuffs like i used to do before.
i wish peeps understand. but if they can't, i can't help it. sorry.
i am paying the price for the thing i used to hate before. serve me right.
but what goes around comes around. i dislike people, and now people dislike me, and later other people will dislike these people who dislike me.
cheers. life is too short to be filled with hatred.
loves.
4 comments:
dulu msti ko kate aku poyo jugak ekkkk!!!!
ko tak termasuk dalam list don't worry dear. pasal aku tak nampak kepoyo-an ko. these peeps (i mean the victims) are those yg ade depan aku, and their life changed right in front of my nose. *sigh. skrg kena balik batang nose aku.
hahaha...dunt worry..this is d normal life cycle...everybody is/is going to face it!aku n ayun antara yg terawal kawen kan,so lg la rasa jauh dari kelompok kwn2 yg bujang...huhu...n skang aku da ade bb,lg la rase tuaaaaa!
thanks babe. i'll take this as a form of changes in life. :)
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