bore.

at last this week i managed to STAY at home for more than 24 hours. at that moment i can feel that i am full with the housewife's mood. woooho. what a cool feeling.

i was suppose to party like a star with mommy and others. but what a wrecked dream. mak went back to taiping while i was about to surprise her with something a few more hours later. i still had to go back since future hub needs the wedding ring.

2 hours of driving, less sugar red bull has been my best friend all along the week. at last, ipoh i'm back. but for the first time, feeling so alone at home. i got the feeling of going here and there at first. but after mr. hub left for kelantan, and i was really alone, i lost the verve. i just went to ria moda due to a very important business but the time i stepped home, i really felt like i belong there. no more mood to go out. what so not Roshida.

that house was so empty without mak and adik. :(  how i wish i can go back to bagan datoh now, but i was too tired. i miss mak.

saturday i was here and bagan datoh. again, i felt boring. what is this?
gila. everywhere and boring. urgh.